My broken promises to Cola

Tomorrow, I will read to you.

Tomorrow, I will sing to you.

Tomorrow, I will play with you.

But no, not today. I just can't do it today.

These are the empty promises that I made to him, everyday, which were never fulfilled. When night falls and he sleeps, guilt seeps into my dreams.  I tell myself that I ought to spend more quality time with Cola.  Yet to break it all over again and again...

It's hard to admit, but here's the truth: I had hardly spend anytime with my little one, even though he's attached to me during most of the daylight hours.

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Sometimes Cola finds himself without any playmate when big brother is at school.

I'm free to play with his stuff!
Here is big brother's trumpet, I can blow it now.
Here's his big fire truck, now I can ride on it.

"Dat dat!" 

Cola loves to say "Dat dat" whenever he points with his mighty fingers.

"Elp elp!"
He's so cute, but alas, my thoughts were turning inwards.  Boredom and monotony turns everyday grey and dull.